I’d love to meet you again, soon. I’m excited to embrace you, as I know you now with new vision and appreciation. There’s much I’d love to learn about the core of you, including you from your perspective, and us. I’m not sure, yet, how to speak to you...
With your wondrous financial contribution, I will be free from the silly game, which is seemingly a time waster at this point. (pardon me.) I would never be able to compete with you on that scale; we know this.
Instead; I (we) can use the saved time and energy to find a refuge, maybe a spa, to pamper and heal (myself), and to pull out the woman, from within me, that you can’t resist, and have zero reason to deny.
How about we replace the former money game, with beach toes and dinners around the globe... maybe a spa date?
Until then, I’ll keep a few favorite occasions stashed in warm spaces within my heart and soul, to remind myself how good it can be, how good it was... and how good it always is when we are all in, together.
***My wish is to catch a glimpse of that smile. The one, where it’s only a bit of your cheek and lips; because you have so much control, but I catch you off-guard in the moment, (or when you’re really proud of a sly move). It’s the most endearing and natural image, in my mind, your smirk. The smirk transcends everything, and in that moment all I see is you, and the smile of my favorite and most charmed memories... including dinners, breakfasts and each and every dance...
All Ways, Love.