Alice into the woods

I know this is kind a selfish but i need someone's help to achieve my dreams. I have always wanted to study the forest. But since am an illegitimate child, daughter of some American who just passed by in our town and leave by morning I can't afford it. No matter how hard i try to work to earn money to study. The money will end up using for my mother's maintenance medicine, bills, and our cost of living. I want to to protect our forest. I want to study them, to understand it. Having a degree on Forestry will serve as my stepping stone to achieve my goals. I know my life is a mess but it's not a trash.