Alek Nature Organic Farming

Hello,just call me Alek am 50 years old already,more then 15 year in organic farming until I got sick then my farm all green house are damage no more money to rebuilt green house until now.Bills around me until now,that' ok,than my wife last month got accident hit by some tranports don't know which one?(car,van,lorry or bus)midnight around 1am.Her friend died already and my wife broken leg,have to operate.Oh no,more difficult to me and my family,my son still young just 8 year old.Everyday I think my situation I feel want to fall down,when I think about my son I stand up again.What I have,notthing really terrible in my life,just once only I have that's experience in natural farming.I can make fertilizer from animal manure,compost and reproductive micro-organism in liquid.So I came here to try my luck if someone can donor to me to start again farming.My english not very good hope don't mind.May god blessing you.