A SINGLE MOTHER IN NEED

I am a single mother of three in need. I had a hard and rough life as a child. I had to grow up fast. I lived with my mon all my life who lived with a drunk 22 years of my life. She always left me and my siblings at the house who weren't that old. I had to basically take care of them and be a mother to them. My mother was never home when she was off work she always stayed gone so she never had to deal with him. He always called us names chased with knives. He always beat on my mom and my little brother and sister. He busted my granny in the mother one time pulled a gun out on my mom. The worst life a child could ever have. Well I finally moved out when I turned 18 and got with the wrong guys who used me and done me wrong. I am stuck and need help I want to go back to school and change and better my life for the good and future of my children.I want to go in the medical field. The only problem is I live with my father who is on disability and he does not get that much on his disability to barely pay all the bills. we have no vehicle and live way out in the sticks to walk anywhere. I have to walk my children to the bus everyday when it's poring raining or lighting. I need a vehicle so I don't have to beg people or depend on people to take me places I need to go and I can get back on my feet and start a new beginning. My washing machine just went out also so now I am haven to try and hand wash all our dirty clothes my hands bleed every day from it.i am so backed up that the clothes are mild ping.PLEASE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP US..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND GOD BLESS KRYSTAL,CLARA,BLAKE, AND WYATT