A new start

Hi,

I need help in starting a new life. My story starts here. I was given by my mother to my aunt when I was only 6 months old. I have 2 brothers who is with my parents and I was supposed to be given to my neighbors when I was a baby but my grandfather did not liked that Idea. So I was raised by my grandparents and my aunt who at that time has no child yet and not married. I grew up knowing I am only adopted and already have a responsibility that when I grow up I will be the one who will take care of them (i love them, and always be thankful that they gave me clothes, education and shelter) but the real battle is me having to be the punching bag of emotions when my aunts and uncles are stressed out. I will always be the one to blame even if I’m not doing anything wrong. I have been emotionally abused since I was a child. They would always tell me that I am wrong and they are always right. Growing up shy and not the talkative one, Afraid of what I’m going to say is wrong. I have a few friends who understands the situation and now I left my aunts house without anything with me at all but my clothes and phone. If you wanna know the whole story you can email me.