A new life for me and my baby

I bet many people know that situation.

Bad decisions and a divorce sent me into a financial downwards spiral. It's gotten worse and worse so that I ended up in deep depression and even a suicide attempt.

Luckily it failed. The thought of my son growing up without a father saved my life. I tried to climb the hi again. Sold all my belongings. Lived from day to day but it wasn't enough. The debts were rising. I lost my job, my car, my home. I lived on the streets for almost a week before I came to a conclusion with my landlord and got my flat back. Also managed to get a new job. But debts are still pushing on me.

Now that I thought I managed to make a living I got cited to court. They want it all. And they want it now. This breaks me. I'm literally pantsless by now. I'll have another baby in December. How am I able to give him a life he deserves?

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm broken. I just want to live a normal life. I can't take it anymore.

All I can do is hope for a few generous people out there who help me climb out of that hole I'm in now.