A new life

Hi my name is Chris, I am a 53 year old white male living in South Africa. I am what is described nowadays as a previously advantaged citizen of my country.

It is very hard, if not impossible for someone of my age to get any kind of employment. I have made some bad life choices as we do and have landed myself dependant on others to stay alive.
The funds I am asking will be used to buy myself a peace of land on a shared lease system. That will give me a place of my own for the rest of my life. It will also be used to construct a one bedroom house on the land, a solar electricity setup and septic tank.
I have applied for farm work in the USA and a ticket and preparation cost will be covered and I will have my own place to return to after the contract. I am also able to do final payment on my car.
This money will enable me to start a new life and not look people in the eye , I will be you forever thankful should you wish to help.
Both my parents are also dependant on pension and can not help.