a lesbian in need to move out from abusive home

Mother was always extremely manipulative but now she crossed all boundaries possible and making our life a living hell. I live in fear and stress has completely consumed me and I need to get out, aiming to get out of russia alltogether. I am a small artist and I do not have enough yet to rent even the cheapest place, let alone other needs and therapy. I will get up and survive this, but the first step is the hardest in every aspect. So if you have any ammount you can spare - we will be gravely thankful! If you can't - please share this, as we need all the help we can get. In the future i even plan to give back the money given to me, when i am more stable. Thank you, i love you.