A helping hand

I am hardworking individual who is well versed in fields related to information technology services. I have been able to teach myself coding and graphic design throughout a period of 5years and have worked with a number of reputable companies. I have always been nervous working with a group of people since most of the time I am subjected to ridicule and rejection which has contributed to my low self esteem, nervousness,anxiety and stress. But I have always loved to work alone in my comfort be it at home or in an office with my own private space. I do not need any special treatment as a person but I find peace, concentration and confidence when I am alone. I am able to work with all seriousness when I am not among other people. So due to all the little limitations I have I wish to acquire a capital which will allow me to finally settle down and start my own little website design and hosting business but in order to do so I need to acquire tools and gadgets that will help me professionally execute any contract in terms of graphic and website design. I believe in a humble beginning and I am ready to make my dreams come true. I have always done things on my own but this time round I believe I can try and voice out and let the world know that I kindly need a helping hand. Thank you