A Flower that Bloomed in a Dark room

A flower that bloomed in a dark room represents my strugules in life and the places that I come to give you a sense of my life story I wrote this poem.

As I dream about building empires, over which the sun never sets

I come back down to reality with an unusual mindset

But hopefully my heart’s at rest

My brain goes places, where there is no point of return.

Sometimes I question my genetics and also my ability to learn.

My life’s been a roller coaster, full of ups and downs.

While I go through my life, I wish you luck in your scene and also in your town.

 

You see I was one of those kids that wasn’t supposed to be here

So tell me why God why.. Did you send me here?

With an ambition so big and journey so unclear

 

You see I m trying to learn something new

I m trying to better my chances of becoming a star

I m trying to fill the vibe of Mona Lisa studying art…

Now try to paint that picture …

 

You see I study art …

The greats weren’t great because at birth they could paint

The greats were great cause they paint a lot

 

So walking in the sunlight, I can feel the rain

Taking every step and away goes the pain

Sticking to the script, trying to the chose a lane

Working all night, insane goes my brain

Grinding all my life, I can see the chains

Planting all kinds of seeds, hoping for a grain

That’s just my life and success is my name

 

My whole life has been a constant struggle even though I am only 17 with my parents moving from one place to another, I never really had a concrete place where I could grow up, make friends or socialise. I always felt so mature for my age because of how my parents raised me and how they treated me. Some of my darkest years were in my childhood years where I tried committing suicide at the age of 6 because of the events that took place in my life at that time. As I grew older my parents never really supported me in any activity, like never came to my football games or picked me up from school but instead they always demoralised me maybe because before I was born my parents had daughter who died two years after she was born and because of that I was born. If she had lived I wouldn’t have been here trying to raise fund That’s why they had me and as I reached high school I mixed up with the wrong crowd that lead me to trouble and instead of supporting me my parents told me that “they wished I was never born”. But through all those tough times I always dreamed of becoming a successful individual who lived to help other people and making their life better because of the struggles I saw in my early life.

Now I m in year 12 and I recently found out that the career I always planed for isn’t what I was hoping for.

 

Now my situation is that I want to pursue my dream to become a racing driver but with no support from my family and no personal income I find hard to save up to by a go-kart in order to pursue my dream.

 

I know that if I get a chance to race, I will work my heart out to reach my goals because in year 9 I used to do boxing and I had such a intense motivation to win that I started running to my gym and back which is 12 kms both ways.

 

So if you could, pleaseee help me to reach my goals in life by donating even the littlest amount I can get a chance to pursue my dream. The money will be used to buy a go-kart so I can participate in races and hopefully with a bit of luck and lots of hard work I can win races.

 

So if you are blessed enough to have wealth in your life, please donate to my cause and help me, help myself through this journey called life. so now you know why i m the flower that bloomed in a dark room, if you are able to put your self in my position. I so desperate for a chance, something I never got in my life. right now i dont have any rewards for you but if i become a formula one driver I will personally come to your house and thank you for haveing hope in me when no one else did.

 

From the bottom of my heart I say, Thank you for even considering helping me.