I am about to have my apartment send to be auctioned to pay condo expenses overdue. I have been really ill from 2010 to 2015 and only from February 2016 I managed to take back control of my life and started working again. I haven't managed to get all my life back on track yet so it's very hard to save money as I raise my 7 years old son by myself having no help from no one.
My priority always was my son, I survived an absent mother, a violent ex husband and months after my divorce I was sexually assaulted on my way back from work. I was afraid and ashamed, didn't tell anyone just kept thinking "this sadness is gonna go away" but I was struggling. I felt very down, tired and had a lot of pain in my body - get out from bed everyday was only possible because I had my son the reason of my strength.
After a post traumatic disorder followed by fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue diagnosis I managed to start medications and it took ages until the docs find the right medication - most of the time hold a glass of water was difficult.
In all these years I survived from savings but the condo expenses were high and it became a huge nightmare for me. I own nothing but this, I don't have a mortgage or any other bills overdue but this, the point is that with the interest rate in Brazil is getting bigger and bigger and now the lawyer told me they re about to send my house to be sold so they can cover my overdue payments. Is the only thing I have and I'd feel a looser if I had to lose the only thing I managed to buy in 42 years of my life - my home.
I never told it to anyone friends or family, I'm not around emphatic people if you know what I mean and they would only make me feel more looser than I already feel at the moment, sleepless every night thinking when I am having someone coming to my door giving me a leave notice.
I know there is a lot of people in need in this world and I feel little selfish asking for myself, but I have this amazing little boy where I invest all my money, in order to guarantee him a great future and I just wanted him to be proud of me. What am I going to say if we have to live the house he lived since he was born? all his memories and life by now are here...
Anything you can help with is VERY appreciated. Wish you many blessings and love!