A big mistake and seeking a new leaf to start over

Hello everyone,

My name is Gavin and I find myself to be in an incredibly stressful and desperate financial situation. Before I go into any detail as to why it's come to this and why my desperation has led me here, i would like to up front thank you for reading and also helping out on what you can. Your gratitude will never be forget.

1 years ago, i got into online gambling and i has lost about $25,000 to a loan company which was operated by the mobster. During that time, I was grateful because my girlfriend was there to help me out and taking bank loans to pay out the debt. When all dust is settle, 2 months later from the original settlement, one the guy call up to me and mention that I still owe them on the interest % from the previous loan which was calculated for the delay of payment date which sum up to $7,400.

This happen on May'19 and i was a coward an not dare to mention to my girlfriend anymore on this matter hence i took the biggest mistake step in my whole life. I've went back to get the loan from different mobster to cover the outstanding that I owe and this goes on with couple of month till now which the money has been rolled up to $40,000 (the money they borrowed me is enough to cover only one payment and the payment dateline is base on the total amount borrowed divided by weekly payment - example: $1,000 is divided into 4 weeks payment which each week will need to pay them $250).

On this incident, i have lost my girlfriend, my family member and my friends as i wasn't able to pay them on time, the harassed my family and my girlfriend which leave them no choice as they couldn't help me anymore even if they want to. I've ask my girlfriend to leave as I do not want anything to happen to her. I lost my job too as they came to my workplace and created a havoc that leave my boss not choice but to ask me to leave the company. Each alternate day, they will come and if don't have the money to pay, they will just beat me up and continue to give me another 2-3 days time frame.

I've lost everything, no place to go to, no place to hide, and no money to even survive daily.

Here I am, introduced by my girlfriend (the one that I ask her to leave in order not get her involve in this mess) about this website campaign, I'm seeking help from people who can help me out even a bit so that I can overcome this stupid mistake of mine and get back my life. It was a wrong thing to do since beginning which I was tempted by greed and lust.

I WILL NEVER EVER GONNA REPEAT THIS IDIOTIC AND STUPIDITY MISTAKE EVER AND CHERISH WHAT I HAVE AND LIFE A SIMPLE LIFE.

Again, I will like to upfront thank you to the people to take the time to read and understanding the situation and the donor.

Thank you!