A better life

Hello everyone  im a 30 year old mom , with 2 wunderfull girls and a loving boyfriend.  when i was 17 i startet to feel some pain at work, in my wrists. I went to the doctor that told med to go home and relaxe my hands, and then it Would dissapear.  Sadly it didn't, and only spread and got Worse trough the years. I went to more doctors, and got a lot of tests. And the doctors found out a diagnose.  (Neurasthenia)  now i cant work, bacause of the pain i get, in my Body And head, when i do something a little hard. Even to go for a walk with my girls Can be a hard thing.  of cource i have learned to live with that, and make the best of it.  But my problem is, the fact that i have been out of a job in 14 years, alone the first 7, with my first daughter. And that have put me in a lot of debt. that makes it hard to have money for anything Else than the most important Things. My boyfriend does all he Can, to make enough money ti get rid of the debt. Sometineme he World 60 Hours a week. And me and the children hardly ses him. i feel really Sorry for Them all.and i really dont know what to do about it.  Every month we pay 739 euro for the debt. But Every year, 4034 run on in interest. So i really cant see the Way trough.  I hope someone out in the World wants to help us, get back on track. I really want to tell my boyfriend  that he can alle Down a little and be with hos family.    I wish everyone a happy Christmas, and a wonderful neutrat.