Please help me smile when I look in the mirror.

Hi there, my name's Sasha. And when I was younger I couldn't wait to grow up and get breasts! I would stuff my shirt to pretend that I did, and waited patiently for them to come. But unfortunately I waited for nothing:( because they never came, I hit puburty and years passed, but they never grew:( I kept hoping that maybe they would still come....but now I'm 26 years old, and 32 A is my size. I wear a bra 24/7 because of my insicurities and not wanting to look like a "12 year old boy" , without a bra on. So I never take it off, and it causes a lot of discomfort, digs in to my skin leaving huge Mark's,.... it's been researched that underwires can cause breast cancer if warn too much....and I wear my bra 24/7 no exceptions! No matter what! I don't take it off ever, for anyone! My own boyfriend of two years hasn't even seen my breasts! Not without a bra on at least...

since member I dreamed of having breast implants. Often daydreaming about what it would be like to have full breast, and how secure it would make me feel in my own skin! It's something I very much want for myself(need for myself), I've been told my whole life that I'm beautiful, but never truly felt it, because I'm insicure about my chest size, it affects my overall deminer.... so I'd love to get I'm plants to help me to feel more comfortable in my own skin. I know we all should love ourselves as we are.... and for the most part I do....I just need a little help, to feel beautiful inside and out!:) ... This is something that I really want, need, and have thought about for year's, it's just something I feel i must do. For myself!

So please help me so I can be free of insecurities, free of self criticism, free of constantly seeing myself as missing something or lacking, seeing myself as missing out on something, how it's not fair that other people have breasts and I don't, and please help free me of that 32A super padded-push up bra that I never take off! I can't wait for the day to not need a bra, to fit clothes just right, and feel completely complete and confident!

Please help a girl feel better!