My name is Kira Brand (pic) and I’m 29 years old. I live in Homewood, Alabama with my fiance of 2 years, who rapes me, physically assaults me, and degrades me on a constant and recurring basis. I’m asking for help because she has made it very clear that she actually wants to kill me and I'm terrified. I know she's going to do it. And she wants me to FEEL the pain she is inflicting.
The constant threats of violence were bad enough but when they became realities, I was devastated and became depressed. The verbal and physical abuse I currently endure et away at me each day. I thought it could change for the better with time and love, but the changes weren't positive.
The violence increased and all control was taken from me. Then I was raped and I couldn't cope with it. I ended up trying to end my life. The doctor said it was a miracle I survived, but 6 months later I would learn that apparently, my fiance wants me to kill myself instead of just break up with me.
I was hurt and humiliated by everything thus far, but then my fiance tried to rape me. And the reason my fiance tried to rape me makes so little sense that no one would believe she said it if it weren't for the video of her saying!
During the attack, when my fiance was trying to rape me with an object from the bedroom floor, she whispered in my ear: “You aren’t allowed to leave me, b!t*h. Ever. If you try I’ll put a pillow on your face and smother you to death. I’ll f**king kill you, b!t*h!”
The threat chilled me to the bone and I’ll never forget the exact words because I was 7 years old a man actually tried to kill me that way while he raped me. He used a pillow to suffocate me half to death and my fiancé knew that. She wanted to scare me and it worked. I still suffer from CPTSD and this wasn't making it any better.
I’m not allowed to have money and I can’t touch the thousands in savings b/c I’m not on the account and we’re not married. I can’t have a car but there’s always a brand new in the driveway. I need help more than I need the police. They can’t help me because once my fiancé is arrested, I’ll have no money, no car, no job, and no one has room for me at their house. Getting my fiancé arrested will immediately make me homeless.
And the homeless shelters here make my current situation more appealing. It's a long story, but basically, there’s only ONE person raping me HERE.
Eventually, my only option will be to secretly prostitute myself online or something because I don't know what else to do! I used to have a moral objection to such acts, but life has a way of adjusting your perspective. Especially when you could die if you don't.
I am begging for donations to get a car and I'll live in it if I have to while I work to get an apartment. Please help, even if it’s just a dollar. I’d happily cry tears of joy for that $1 if it’s all you can afford to spare. Trust me, I know how it feels being broke. Please help me get out of here. ☹️
Thank you & God bless you!!