Cleaning up the complete mess and hurt and monetary nitemare I've made of mine & my family's life.. Stuck in the black empty pit of addiction. I crawled out of homelessness & hardcore addiction with a (my)sobriety date of July 24, 2014.
I've managed to self pay 625$ per month, still even today, for substance abuse treatment , on going one on one counseling, maintenace and everday meetings going on 3 years now. 22$ per day , plus transportation. I've paid all my fines, fees and anything & everything, I completely neglected while I was to busy hiding from society, and living in my tent hoping I would just be lucky enough to die, while having to try and survive living alone on the streets, in the woods, under someines deck or an abandoned building, completly & absolutly zero self worth etc....
I've worked and worked and worked so hard, reached so far deep inside myself and knew things had to change.. and I've changed EVERY aspect of my life to keep my sober & now productive life , sobriety is the most important thing in my life, if I dont have that, I have nothing.
Within the past 3.5 years Ive rebuilt my beautiful relationships back with both my daughters, showing my girls I can and will do ANYTHING to live right & do the next right thing and yea, things just start falling into place. I do not have credit I do not have savings, I do have my sobriety, I have one incredible unconditinally loving relationship with my daughters and I do have the inner strength and fierce desire to be the absolute BEST I can be and not fall into this huge unforgiving, lonly, sad miserable exsistance of homelessness & drug addiction ever again.
I honestly thought I could fix this before I recieved my eviction notice on Thursday of last week. My leasing office has gien me a chance , even after my eviction paperwork has been posted, to pay it off by Jan 2 @ 11am is when Im asked to vacate my little apartment.
Any and all positive thoughts, prayers, potential ideas on community resources, or monetary assistance would be just such a tremendous blessing & sooo GREATLY APPRECIATED there just aren't words.