ONE MAN AND HIS DOG DESPERATELY TRYING TO SURVIVE

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Nov 10, 2017

Tony went for his doctor's appointment today , we only spoke briefly after he came out from it . Tony was very uptight and stressed , his blood pressure is still very very high and they have increased his medication and want him to go back for a follow up appointment . Because I couldn't go with Tony , I had sent him an email to show the doctor about everything Tony has been through and all the issues he has going on for him to show the doctor . He tried to get the doctor to read it but he was short of time but did promise to read it when Tony goes back for his follow up appointment . Tony was so stressed we only spoke briefly and I'm not sure when the follow up appointment is going to be , Tony just said he hadn't made the appointment yet . Tony did tell the doctor he needed some sort of disability benefit though but dont think it was discussed further either .
Tonys main worry now is that he has to check out of his room on Monday . The person who has helped him get to another hotel says they can't help him this time and the only hotel that he can use that is close to where he is now is nearly $100 a night .. he may have to try and walk there or get a taxi because it might be too far to walk . He is very stressed over this and trying to find a way to get to a cheaper hotel the problem is they are further so he needs a taxi and its going to cost him too much . I have suggested he goes to church on Sunday and talks to the pastor and asks if someone in the church might help him with lifts . Tony didn't think they would though because they've not been helpful in the past but I will keep trying to get him to go and ask .Oh and hes upset because the shopping trolley he had his eye on in case he ended up in the streets has gone now too .. hes not at all well at the moment .. please help
Right now we need to try and get in money to cover another hotel and Sunday and possibly getting to another hotel too by Sunday /Monday . To cover it all we need to try and get in about another $200 by Monday .. can we try and get in at least $50 tonight ?If you can make a donation tonight please use [email protected] on paypal and send it using the family and friends option if you can . This will make sure Tony gets the full amount you send .
There is also this fund raiser https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ ... you can find lots more information and photos on there and sharing it on social media will help us get more donations in and is very much appreciated . If you donate this way though a fee will be taken off what you send before Tony gets it which is why we ask you to donate via paypal instead .THANK YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE TONIGHT XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Nov 08, 2017

TONY IS FALLING TO PIECES , ONLY HAS ONE MORE NIGHT COVERED AND HAS TO CHECK OUT ON FRIDAY

Tony has tried and tried to get help out of this situation . All he has been able to get is a food card which he can only use to buy uncooked food when he has no way of cooking anything and a health insurance card . He has also filled in the paperwork for affordable housing and has been put on a long waiting list . His friend filled in paperwork at the same time and is about to be moved into somewhere but when Tony calls them all they say is he is on the waiting list . Others who have given him places to call , when hes called them they are homeless shelters that don't take pets , you have to que up each night and its pot luck if you get a place and your out on the streets again early next morning . Also they are not safe places to be and he couldn't keep what few belongings he has left safe in a shelter . Tony doesn't mix well with strangers , is scared of them and finds it hard to trust others . Crammed in a shelter packed with strangers in his stressed state it would not be a good place for him to be .
He also goes to a local church when he can get there and is supposed to be on a list for a donated car but has not heard anything about that . His friend also has someone from church helping them too but Tony hasn't been offered any help by them for a long time . they do know about his situation he has occasionally had his room covered for the odd night but they dont do that any more . The last time they did it he was on a permanent residency in the hotel , didn't have to go to another hotel . The hotel said because the church paid it meant he wasn't on the same residency contract and they no longer did permanent residency and that is when all this business of checking out for 2 nights started . He has also approached a police officer whose contact details he was given to apply to a police scheme that gives cars to those in need . He hasn't heard any more on this though and has tried to chase it up many times with them . An ex girlfriend had also told him he could have her daughter's old car , but her daughter has had to start using it again because her new car broke down .
He has tried to find help but there are simply too many in need and not enough help to go round . He has to ask for help to survive from one day to the next the best way he can when he has no actual income and his health is not at all good either . We spoke on web cam a short while ago and Tony is falling to pieces with all the stress and is terrified . He has even tracked down a shopping cart to load all his belongings into because he will be in the streets if we dont get something donated tonight .
At the moment he still only has funds left to cover one more night and is very worried about when he has to check out this weekend . Please if anyone can donate anything tonight it will be a big help to him .. sharing the fundraiser also helps too and there is a lot more information on Tony and what hes been through below along with photos of both Tony and Rocky too under the main image .
If you are able to donate tonight the best way is to use [email protected] on the fundraiser and if you send it via the family and friends option Tony will get the full amount you send .
The link to the fundraiser is https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ you can of course donate here too but if you donate that way a fee will be taken off your donation before Tony gets it . Sharing this fundraiser on social media can help us find people who can donate too and is always appreciated .THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE TONIGHT XX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Nov 01, 2017

Thank you so much to everyone who donated yesterday xxx It had been a real struggle getting anything donated the 2 previous days and was very much needed . It was especially good to have some new people donate too .. very often its a handfull of people who donate regularly we rely on to keep Tony and Rocky safe . They are so amazing and never let us down and its always good when we get other people donate something to take some of the pressure off our regulars . Again thank you so much ALL of you xxx
Tony also had some good news from the hotel manager when he paid for the room today .. they've extended his time before he has to leave to 21 days . That means he can stay there another week before he has to leave and they are going to see if it can be extended further to 25 days too . This means he will still be at that hotel when he has his doctor's appointment on the 9th .. we just have to try and keep his room covered for him .
At the moment He has another two or three nights there covered and a bit extra to get food for himself and Rocky . He still needs to cover this weekend though , but at least he can go on paying the cheap rate of $66 a night rather than it costing him $75 or more elsewhere . It also gives him more time to try and sort out a way to get to the other hotel when the time comes too .If anyone can donate anything towards covering the weekend then the best way is to use [email protected] on paypal and send it using the send to family and friends option which will make sure Tony gets the full amount you send .
There is also this fund raiser where lots more information on Tony and Rocky and what they've been through can be found https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ ... you can of course donate via this fund raiser but if you donate that way a fee will be taken off before Tony gets it .THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE HELP ALREADY GIVEN AND FOR ANY HELP WE MIGHT GET TONIGHT TOO XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 30, 2017

TONY HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH .. see fundraiser link ... AND STOOD BY HIS FAMILY AND LITTLE DOGS THROUGH IT ALL . MANY WOULD OF TAKEN THEIR DOGS TO THE SHELTER AND PUT THEIR FAMILY IN CARE SAYING THEY COULDN'T COPE WITH LOOKING AFTER THEM AS WELL AS WHAT THEY WERE GOING THROUGH . TONY DID NOT DO THAT THOUGH AND CARED FOR HIS FAMILY AND LITTLE DOGS NO MATTER WHAT HE WAS GOING THROUGH .. NOW HE NEEDS HELP AND HAS NO ONE TO STAND BY HIM AND HELP HIM .. JUST US

Hi everyone this is an urgent message coming out tonight ... I had to go right up to my overdraft limit and send Tony what he needed to pay for the room today and get a burger so he could eat and some food for Rocky . He needs to cover next week and on Wednesday needs to have his 2 nights at the other hotel which will cost $75 a night so he will miss the more expensive weekend rate there . He still might have to pay for a taxi to get him there too because hes still struggling to find anyone that can take him there .
Tony is so scared hes not going to make it and be in the streets and lose Rocky and everything he has left and is in real danger of that happening . Nothing came in again last night and he has about $50 in his account .. where he is now costs him $66 a night . God knows when Tony last slept and hes not at all well .. feeling like hes gonna be sick all the time because of the stress and having panic attacks that make it difficult for him to breathe and set his heart racing and make his whole body shake . He cant even use his music to calm himself down any more because hes too stressed .
Please help with a donation tonight .. anything will help even just $10 , if everyone getting this gave just that Tony would have most of what he needed ... just $10 .. its not much and isn't going to make that big a difference to you surely ... but everyone giving that $10 would make a huge difference to Tony and mean he had a good chunk of what he needs to get through this week . Can you all do it for me .. go to pay pal and give that $10 tonight ?

If you are able to donate anything .. the e mail to use on paypal is [email protected] and its the family and friends option that will mean Tony gets the full amount you send him .
Sharing this fund raiser on your social media pages is also another way you could help too .. maybe someone that can donate will see it and make a donation from seeing your post . https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/.
There is also a lot more information and photos on the fund raiser too so please take a look . You can of course donate through the fundraiser too .. but if you donate that way a fee will be taken off what you send before Tony gets it .

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP IN THE PAST .. . AND FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE TONIGHT ... IT IS ALL TRULY APPRECIATED SO VERY MUCH XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 26, 2017

A big thank you to all of you who have helped keep Tony and Rocky safe this week . Thank you to our latest donors .. Kent and Steph and to those who donated directly earlier this week . Its been touch and go and day by day and I've had to scrape up another donation myself today but we've all pulled together and done what we can and kept Tony and Rocky safe so far .. thank you all so very very much . We truly do have a handful of such amazing supporters and you are all so very very special xxx At the moment Tony has tomorrow night covered but the rest of the weekend still needs covering $150 . Tony still had not eaten , this will be his 3rd day not eating , but I told him he must go get some food with what he has in his account and checked if Rocky had food which he said yes he does . Tony's very worried because hes starting his second week there now and has to check out after 14 days . I think he will be able to go back after 2 nights as it will be a new month next week but at the moment Tony has no one helping him . Hes been calling people all morning again but not got through to anyone and no ones calling him back so hes very worried about how hes going to get to another hotel when the time comes . His last message to me when we were talking earlier on was ... Just kill me JUST KILL ME PLEASE DONT REACT JUST KILL ME PLEASE I DONT WANNA FACE THIS NO MORE ... he is so very stressed and just tearing his hair out at the moment . Its getting so hard for him to keep doing this I wish something would happen to make things even just a little bit easier for him . As far as I know he still has that doctors appointment on the 9th November and I hope he can keep that and at least maybe get some medication to help him .. not just with his blood pressure but with his depression and anxiety too . I am certainly going to do all I can to make sure his Doctor knows all hes gone through and how its all affecting him . We have to keep him safe though till the 9th and pray he has a way to get there too . If anyone else is able to donate tonight ... as usual the best way is to use [email protected] on paypal and send it using the family and friends option . If anyone wants to help share the fund raiser wherever they can the link to that is https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ .. that could also help us find new people to donate which will help our regular donors too . THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE HELP YOU ALL GIVE .. WE TRULY DO APPRECIATE EVERYTHING AND YOU ARE ALL TRUE LIFE SAVERS AND SO SPECIAL XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 18, 2017

Hi everyone ... what a traumatic uncertain time the last day or two have been for Tony . He has been really left in a mess by his friend leaving and been trying to patch things up with them . They have agreed to get him some food for Rocky and will be dropping that off today and hes hoping that he can persuade them to stay and take him to the other hotel tomorrow . Tony has also talked to the hotel management at the cheap hotel and they have said he can go back for another 14 days after having just 2 nights somewhere else . This will make things a bit easier as he will only have to pay more for 2 nights not the rest of the month . He needs your help tonight though because at the moment he is going to be $50 short on what the 2 nights at the other hotel will cost him . WE NEED TO GET THAT $50 IN TONIGHT . I sent him some earlier on in the hopes that he could work things out first thing and go to the other hotel today . What I sent would of meant he just had enough to cover it , but hes had to pay for tonight where he is because he had not heard back from his friend by the deadline for paying for it . This leaves him $50 short on what he needs for the other hotel tomorrow if his friend will take him there . He needs to get that $50 in tonight .. even just $10 from 5 of you sent via paypal will make sure he has it and will be able to cover the room for the 2 nights when he gets there tomorrow . Please help if you can .. and pray his friend agrees to take him too , because without their help he has no way to get there . If you can donate anything tonight , please use [email protected] on pay pal and use the send to family and friends option so Tony gets the full amount you send .THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE TONIGHT .. I KNOW YOU WON'T LET US DOWN XXXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 14, 2017

Update 13th OctoberHi all .. nothing came in last night and Tony is very down and convinced hes not going to make it . He can only stay where he is at the moment till the end of next week and then must move out and cant go back until next month . I spent about 2 hours with him this afternoon trying to find a cheaper hotel than the one they've been going to and wasn't able to . Normally by now the prices would of come down a bit but it doesn't seem to be happening this year for some reason . Tony knows his room is going to cost him more after the end of next week and hes very scared that we wont be able to cover it .
When we spoke early this morning Tony was adamant he wasn't having any blood test done because what was the point if he was going to be in the streets . I kept telling him he must have it done and he did message me saying hed had the blood work done and took 4 vials of blood from him and are going to call him if they have any concerns when they get the results back . This is a big step for Tony and I'm so proud and glad that he got them done . Hopefully now it can be the first step towards getting all his medical issues sorted out . The next big step will be his appointment with his primary doctor in November . We now have to make sure that he stays safe and makes it to that appointment . A big danger is that when hes feeling hes going to be in the streets because his room is only covered for one more night , like at the moment , he gives up and is likely to call and cancel his appointment . It is important that we pull together and even if its just a bit you can donate like $10 it will help if we all donate it .
PLEASE IM BEGGING MAKE A SMALL DONATION TONIGHT TO HELP TONY HANG ON AND TO SHOW HIM HAVING HIS BLOOD WORK WASN'T FOR NOTHING AND WE DO CARE AND WANT HIM TO STAY SAFE .If you can donate this is the e mail to use on paypal .. [email protected] . If you send using the send to family and friends option then Tony will get the full amount you send him .
There is also this fund raiser https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ ; where there is lots more information and photos but if you donate that way a fee will be taken off what you donate before Tony gets it .
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE FOR YOUR HELP BOTH NOW AND IN THE PAST ... IT TRULY MEANS SO MUCH AND IS A TRUE LIFESAVER TO TONY AND LITTLE ROCKY XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 13, 2017

Hi everyone thank you for not giving up on Tony and Rocky and all the help you give .Tony is hanging in there but only just . An early start at work this morning and working into the evening last night meant that I didn't get online to post out last night .I did speak to Tony though and he had been back to Urgent care again . They did give him more of his blood pressure tablets because they said his blood pressure is still very dangerously high . They have also arranged for him to have blood work done tomorrow and hes arranged an appointment to see a primary doctor on the 9th November . That is all really good news and I know will of took a lot for Tony to make the arrangements . I was so pleased that he had taken those steps to starting on what could be a path to getting some sort of support or at least his health issues medicated and controlled . That was when we had spoken earlier on in the evening . When i spoke to him last thing before I went to bed .. he was in a bad way though .. the person who was helping him , who he would be relying on for transport so he could keep the appointments was loading their things into their car and about to leave which had a very negative affect on Tony . He was back to just forgetting his appointments and cancelling them all because he was gonna be in the streets anyway so what was the point . I was so annoyed after he had made the effort to actually arrange to see a primary doctor and they were gonna do blood work that would help check for any underlying health issues he might have this friend who knew he needed them was ready to bail out on him . I had to be at work early though and it was already gone midnight so had to go and hope we could sort something out when I could get on today .

I have spoken to Tony earlier today ... the friend is still there but he still doesn't know how long it will be for . He only has enough in his account to cover tonight and tomorrow night ... Saturday and Sunday still are not covered yet and hes still saying he is gonna be in the streets after tomorrow so whats the point of keeping his appointments and that he doesn't think they will give him disability anyway . I have told him in no uncertain terms he MUST NOT cancel the appointments and must go and get his blood test done tomorrow . I also said I would send a e mail for him to show the dr and let him read detailing all his health issues and what hes been through in the last 10 years and hopefully that will make them see he has got lots of issues and will help him get disability .. and he must keep his primary care appointment too . What is going to be so important though is that we must keep him safe in his room too because if he loses that he will just give up totally and no way is he going to still keep that primary care appointment . It is going to be so hard after this next week though because he has to leave where he is staying now maybe at the end of next week and at the moment I dont know where he will go . He will probably have 2 weekends somewhere else to cover and the other hotels put their rates up even more over the weekends so its all looking so impossible but we've done the impossible before and I hope we can do it again .. because him starting to see a primary doctor could help in so many ways I think . Please everyone donate if you can tonight and give Tony a reason to have his hope and faith restored and to go get that blood test tomorrow and keep that primary doctor appointment in place . If say 10 of you could make just a small donation .. even just $10 .. it would show him people do care and do want to try and help him hold onto his room and that they will still help him stay safe and keep his appointments . I will also be doing all I can to make sure he doesn't cancel them when we chat too and will help him try and find the best place to go to when his 14 days are up too . Between us we CAN overcome the impossible and maybe this can be where things turn around for Tony .. he gets his health issues looked into and treated , he gets some sort of counseling and he might even get some sort of help with benefits and housing too . I certainly hope so .. god knows its way way overdue and hes been through way too much already . Please help tonight and this weekend with even just a small donation .. Thank you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
If you can donate this is the e mail to use on paypal .. [email protected] . If you send using the send to family and friends option then Tony will get the full amount you send him .
There is also this fund raiser https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ ; where there is lots more information and photos but if you donate that way a fee will be taken off what you donate before Tony gets it .
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE FOR YOUR HELP BOTH NOW AND IN THE PAST ... IT TRULY MEANS SO MUCH AND IS A TRUE LIFESAVER TO TONY AND LITTLE ROCKY XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 09, 2017

TONY & ROCKY NEED YOUR HELP TO STAY SAFE THROUGH THE END OF THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEKEND .. PLEASE HELP WITH A DONATION TONIGHT IF YOU CAN

Thank you to all who have been able to donate over the weekend and cover the next few days for Tony and Rocky . The end of this week still needs covering and Tony and Rocky could still be in the streets at the end of the week without your help .

Tony is hanging in there but only just . Tony made it back to the other hotel but its going to be a hard decision on what to do next . Please help tonight if you can as Tonys room is only covered up till about Thursday at the moment , so the end of the week and next weekend still need to be covered . Tony did try and register with a family doctor today but they didn't have any openings till the 31st October . Also his friend who has been helping him has had some news on the housing front and has another meeting with them tomorrow . Tony is very worried once they get housing they wont help him any more and upset because he also applied at the same time but has had nothing from them . When I suggested he go to the hospital and ask if they can give him more tablets till he can get in to the doctors and register for seeing the doctor on the 31st .. he said hed rather just die so he can be with his dad and brother .. I hope I can talk him into doing that though . Please consider if you can give even just a small donation tonight though so Tony can at least know he will be safe in his room through this next week and the weekend . Anything you can give will help and sharing the fundraiser with your contacts on social media sites also helps too .

The best way to make a donation is to use [email protected] and the family and friends optionon Paypal . This will make sure Tony gets the full amount you donate withput any fees being taken off .

You can of course use this fund raiser too , but a fee will be taken off your donation before Tony gets it .
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE XXX

Update posted by Jill Ashmore On Oct 09, 2017

Hi everyone .. Thank you for all your support and for not giving up on Tony and little Rocky . The support our regular supporters give is a true life line for Tony and means so much to both Tony and Rocky and to myself . I truly dont know what the next few weeks or months will bring and its never easy when the holiday season starts to approach . With the hotel bringing in rules like not being able to stay there for more than 14 days each month and the other hotel putting prices up so much at weekends things are so uncertain at the moment for them . It doesn't help that Tony has to rely on others for transport all the time either , it would of been such a help if that friend had come through with that car and we could of made that work for him , its not the first time they've let him down either . At the moment Tony is very scared at what the future holds for him and is really struggling to keep it together , having panic attacks , feeling nauseous and really bad headaches a lot of the time as well as the dizziness and weakness from his blood pressure being up . He needs to sort out a primary doctor as hes just finished the blood pressure tablets he was given but when he never knows which hotel hes going to be in that isn't easy as they are quite a way from each other. I just hope some sort of routine can be worked out to still mean Tony and Rocky stay safe and off the streets . The nearer the holidays get the worse Tony's depression and feeling that he doesn't want to be here is going to get too and that is also going to be very difficult to get Tony through . I just pray somehow we can all pull together and keep them safe and help Tony get through another holiday season again .

At this moment Tony only has another 2 nights in his room covered , and still needs to cover the rest of next week so if you can donate anything tonight it will be a big help to them and we thank you for any help you can give . I still dont even know where hes gonna be but think it will be at the cheaper hotel . The only problem with him staying there his full 14 days is it still leaves 2 weekends at the end of the month that he can't stay there and the other hotel charges so much extra at weekends . I dont think the friend transporting him is willing to keep making the journey to and fro every week though so there isn't much Tony can do about it .

The e mail to use on Paypal is [email protected] and if you use the send to family and friends option Tony gets the full amount you send .
If you need the link to the fund raiser .. it is https://gogetfunding.com/1manandhisdog/ ... there is lots of information on there about Tony and little Rocky and what they've been through but if you donate that way then a fee will be taken off what you send before Tony gets it .

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE TONIGHT XX

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Judy Singer

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PLEASE help this man!

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In California there are cheaper rooms for the homeless. They use to call them flop houses but he can take his dog there. These communal housing for the indigent are not very safe, but safer than the streets. Tony must try to get disability through one of the Shelters there who can deal with welfare process or Medicare system. If all else fails, ask the Church or the Police to direct Tony to a Social Worker. Tony cannot go on begging for $70 per night for a decent hotel room. He should make arrangements with a local dog rescue group to temporarily care for his dog so he can stay in a homeless shelter and get himself back on his feet. They can arrange daily visits for Tony and Rocky dog. I know you could find this kind of help thru Facebook Animal Rescue in Houston, Texas, for Tony and his pup. In Houston Animal Rescues, not Animal Control or City/County Shelters, but those Rescue groups run independently found on Facebook in every City or town, will rescue the animal by also ultimately rescuing its owner. I do admire Jill Ashmore's tenacity all the way from the UK in her struggle with the USA's policies to figure out how to save Tony and Rocky each and every day. i've never heard of such a long-term ongoing assistance-type relationship between two people (and a dog) in two different Countries. Hugs snd prayers...

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I will add you to my prayer group. This is scary I'm sure - we all can relate that fear of being without. Even when we think God is not there. He truly is.

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I hope Tony and his pup can stay somewhere, sorry it's not more!

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