My name is Karolina and I live in a really small village in Lithuania. My life compared to others is really not that bad, but for all of my life all i saw was my parents fighting. They also really liked to remind me and my sister that we ruined their lives, often my mom would openly express regret of not getting abortion (she got pregnant when she was 18),we had to work in a farm for every penny that they gave us,also if there was something they didn't like, they would not hesitate to beat us or force us to redo everything we did wrong at cold nights, so softly put I was not raised in a healthy environment, however I somehow managed to get through depression, anxiety and other "ugly" stuff.
I always liked the idea of being a doctor, however I didn't think i was smart enough to be one. Now I realize, that I can fulfill my dream, but only if I move out from my parents' house ,where I am not able to study, it is really far away from my high school( I have to wake up around 4 every morning to get there), and I just feel really tired and depressed in this environment.Many times I searched for a job, but nobody wants a underage employee here...
So my goal is to become a neonatologist (baby doctor), but for this I need to rent a place in the city for two years, feed myself, buy a new computer, pay for the internet, buy necessary books to study and just simply live. After graduating high school I will need to live in another city, rent out place there, feed myself etc.
I know there are people who live in much worse conditions, have a lot more problems, but if you can help me to achieve my dream ,please donate, it would mean a world to me.:)